I'm moving on from porn.

I’m moving on from doing anymore p*rn…

It’s been a long time coming. I’ve known since the beginning that I wouldn’t last long in the industry. Almost 4 years ago I started posting content for fun and wanted to see if I could make a quick buck for my fisting videos. It led me to some very hot collabs with some great performers, for which I’m eternally grateful for. 

After some time, I realized that the space was becoming more and more saturated and the need to “compete” was very noticeable (honestly, it’s a never-ending rat race). The industry is currently in a rough place. Free content is the most accessible its ever been, but there are also many regulations and policies being pushed to limit p*rn consumption. 

I can go on and on about the industry and its many issues (e.g. the normalization of severe drug use, body dysmorphia, abuse, the devaluing of gay sex, etc.) but I’ll save it for another day. I will say that the very reason why I’m choosing to stop now is because of where I am in my business and life. After several cancellations in recent weeks for collabs with some big names, I’ve accepted that creating adult content isn’t serving me anymore. With now having high-paying clients who value my time, it makes it a challenge for me to keep dealing with cancellations that don’t result in me getting paid.

However, I’m immensely grateful for what p*rn has done for me and my sexuality. I don’t think I would have been able to launch my FF training practice if it weren’t for my videos showcasing who I am and my love for fisting. I’m also grateful to the many subscribers who paid to watch my content. They brought me validation when I needed it most and helped a boy pay some bills. Of course, my videos will stay up on my JFF for anyone who wants to keep viewing them. 

Thank you to everyone who supported my p*rn—whether through a subscription, a message, a collab, or even just a kind word. You were part of a very real chapter of my life, and I’ll always hold that with appreciation. I’m moving on without resentment, just clarity. It served its purpose, and now it’s time for me to shift my energy into this next version of myself.

Onward.